PETALS

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Written and recorded in May 2016.
The name petals came from when I experienced illusions of personal reality beginning to reveal itself through confidence and a 'nothing to loose' attitude. There is definitely something to loose and a positive mind set was the foundation of it all. The song was titled "Big blank stare" but initially before any recording it was named "Petals"and that name is what stuck in the end.

lyrics

The minutes pass by like a train
You never know when it will end or stay
The middle of the desert on our way
To the iron sea I never wanna see you cry
Like you did....
I'm not giving up I'm not giving up
I'm not giving I'm not giving I'm not giving
I'm not giving up.......

Ocean of tears watch me grow
All these years aren't for nothing
Falling down the air duct nails pointing upwards
Helpless....
Lift me out and see these wounds
On the outside I'm bloody

I'm not giving I'm not giving I'm not giving
I'm not giving up....

Oh the insides too dark to see
There's a whole nother world out there
place without a big blank stare big blank stare
place without a big blank stare big blank stare

I'm not giving up I'm not giving up I'm not giving up
I'm not giving up....
You gave your love to make it right
But that's a whole nother lie

There's a whole nother world out there
Place without a Big blank stare
Big blank stare Big blank stare
Place without a Big blank stare big blank stare
Place without a Big blank stare big blank stare


I'm not giving up I'm not giving up I'm not giving up
I'm not giving I'm not giving I'm not giving
I'm not giving up.......

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from OWN IT, track released September 1, 2016
Written Recorded Produced by Jonny Esser A.K.A Disguised as me

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DISGUISED AS ME UK

DISGUISED AS ME is a music identity project created by Jonny Esser in the summer of 2015. Jonny Esser has been writing songs for over 10 years along with recording and performing all the instruments. He is a multi instrumentalist who has been arranging and producing albums in his home studio. Jonny currently plays bass guitar in the band Sister Crowley on Astro Lizard Records from Long Beach, CA. ... more

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