OWN IT

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Recorded sporadically in a 3 month period this release had a focus on using an MPC 2000 by sampling a live drum kit. This was actually really difficult to create these beats. It isn't just some "Casio beat". The songs were written as they were being recorded. The most conceptual song going into this release was "PROMISE". Each song was given a name before ever writing or tracking anything. I titled each track with one word that summed up my thoughts for that particular day before anything happened.

What went into making this:

VOCALS/BACKUP VOCALS
MPC 2000
MICRO KORG SYNTH
ACOUSTIC GUITAR
UPRIGHT PIANO
BASS GUITAR
FULL DRUM SET FOR MPC SAMPLING
SHAKER
FOCUSRITE SCARLETT 18I20
MIX BUS VERSION 3
SHURE SM7
CASCADE M37
SHURE SM57

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released September 9, 2016

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DISGUISED AS ME UK

DISGUISED AS ME is a music identity project created by Jonny Esser in the summer of 2015. Jonny Esser has been writing songs for over 10 years along with recording and performing all the instruments. He is a multi instrumentalist who has been arranging and producing albums in his home studio. Jonny currently plays bass guitar in the band Sister Crowley on Astro Lizard Records from Long Beach, CA. ... more

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Track Name: PETALS
The minutes pass by like a train
You never know when it will end or stay
The middle of the desert on our way
To the iron sea I never wanna see you cry
Like you did....
I'm not giving up I'm not giving up
I'm not giving I'm not giving I'm not giving
I'm not giving up.......

Ocean of tears watch me grow
All these years aren't for nothing
Falling down the air duct nails pointing upwards
Helpless....
Lift me out and see these wounds
On the outside I'm bloody

I'm not giving I'm not giving I'm not giving
I'm not giving up....

Oh the insides too dark to see
There's a whole nother world out there
place without a big blank stare big blank stare
place without a big blank stare big blank stare

I'm not giving up I'm not giving up I'm not giving up
I'm not giving up....
You gave your love to make it right
But that's a whole nother lie

There's a whole nother world out there
Place without a Big blank stare
Big blank stare Big blank stare
Place without a Big blank stare big blank stare
Place without a Big blank stare big blank stare


I'm not giving up I'm not giving up I'm not giving up
I'm not giving I'm not giving I'm not giving
I'm not giving up.......
Track Name: OWN IT
Desolate.
yes.
I sailed.
Oh we got god
whacha lookin inside for
DARK as we get give it all from the heart
you got a REAL friend livin life from the deep end
there you go, break down the door way cuz you need to leave
for some sanity lock the door and turn the key
cuz you gotta leave.... this town
hey wake up, you're alone and now i'm not
this isn't right I'm findin you tonight
this isn't right I'm findin you tonight

Cuz it's blackness take a look at the night
You're DARK as we get
Break down the door way

Dark as we get give is all from the heart
you got a REAL friend livin life from the deep end
I see you go...... You need to leave....

for some sanity lock the door and turn the key
cuz you gotta leave.... this town
hey wake up, you're alone and now i'm not
this isn't right and I'm findin you tonight
I'm findin you ..... and I'm findin you
Track Name: JACK
What's happenin to all these lovers
what you see is what your getting over
hey baby i'm a heart break solder lets get out of here and start again
How could you walk away with my heart
I let you do it I saw you threw it
Hey i'm climbin up the highest tower
I'm not through with I'm not through with this

Why don't you just act like they do...
oh now i get it....

I can't wait cuz the waters fallin
I can't waste all the time you're callin

Dark light in the wasted time so bright when you're on my mind
How red is the pouring wine Dark horse in a chateau blue

I can't wait cuz the waters fallin
I can't waste all the time you're callin
Track Name: OPPORTUNITY
Shifting hour glass
I can see the weight falling down as every second goes by
what is it everybody say about the city into the light
I watch you break down as a washed up child
I'm runnin into a million heads somebody keeps telling me this isn't real

Sifting through the trash feel the liquid on my hand
Signing papers to leave
Why did you throw the carton at my head
I told you I'd throw the chair you called me a bitch and I asked you nicely
You're gunna break it you're gunna break it

All this buggin pushin on me shes really got somethin
Shitty how far you fucked me

Shifting hour glass
I can see the weight falling down as every second goes by
what is it everybody say about the city into the light
I watch you break down as a washed up child

no stars out here *******

Maybe you can fuck it up put it right back in the canister
there's no fucking way if you put it in my face
Blades....babies blades.... save me I forget roped in I'm in bags
Does it hurt your soul
How many times were you alone
Can you mend my heart in the shadow of us

Keep your eye on the fox
Track Name: PROMISE
It's a dream this design
You wanna get out but your stuck inside the house
the house memory blades they cut me down down down
down down down
Lost to the meter loosing time every step of the push push line
Red me up in circles you're at a station you're out of station
skins like ice for circulation
head is so hot don't break the tea cup

too late
you already broke my heart
I'll show you where it starts
Hey don't even care
I've shed too many tears for you
what did I do what did i do to make this wrong
tell me what's love

Drink the blood again he's not even dead
It's not that easy loosing time every step of the push push line
Red me up in circles you're at a station you're out of station
skins like ice for circulation
head is so hot don't break the tea cup

too late
you already broke my heart
I'll show you where it starts
Hey don't even care
I've shed too many tears for you
now what did I do
tell me what's love
tell me what's love